Daily writing prompt
How do you practice self-care?
Way back years ago, I worked in the “City Hospital” of a large city, not too far from Boston. One summer, the on-call schedule was brutal. It seemed like a few of the residents and I were up all night, every night, with emergency surgery. It was complicated by the new OR supervisor firing most of the surgical technicians. Her mission seemed to be a total purging of the old guard in the department. The hiring was taking a while, given that Beatrice’s reputation had gotten out. This left me with lots of undesired night work until she hired new staff.
Sponge, Please!
My sleep and social time were suffering from all the overtime. And being that on-call personnel had to sleep in the tiny dorm rooms provided by the hospital, I was rarely home. This threw me into closer interactions with the interns and residents, whom I might not have palled around with normally. These guys were turning into top-notch surgeons with all the gunshot wounds, exploratory abdominal surgery for gall bladder, appendices, foreign bodies – you name it, we cut it open.
And I was dragged along with them. I found myself doing much more than passing instruments and sponges. I was assisting, from the straightforward holding of a retractor to helping with hemostasis, and doing some simple suturing. We’d have two rooms running at the same time, and to say we were tight on staff would be kind. Frankly, it was a summer that forever changed my views on surgery. When MASH came along in the movies in 1970, I had flashbacks to my summer of overtime surgery.
Work Hard, Party Harder
Work hard, party harder became our after-hours motto. Anyone who says there is no emotional drain for surgeons or the surgical team has never worked hard for hours, on saving a victim of a gunfight, only to have him die in recovery two hours later. Or have a patient come in with a “spaghetti wrist” ( everything severed from putting a hand through a glass window) that requires four hours of surgery. Try having one after another of those and tell me there is no cost.
Oh, yeah, this is supposed to be about self-care! Well, it is. We didn’t always make sterling self-care choices. The local bar saw us often. We didn’t reel off into the night or anything like that, but there were a few relaxing beverages right after the day shift ended, and before we had dinner. It was not a very swanky place, there we were ( sometimes still in scrubs) having beers with the guys from the local factories. Nobody reeled into the operating room with fumes. We were responsible, but ask me now if I think it was a good choice, and I’ll give you a different answer than then.
Paying the Piper
Over the weeks, the cost, emotionally and physically, added up. Then Sawyer came up with his Vitamin and Water prescription. Every morning before coffee and breakfast, we took a multivitamin and about a quart of water. Hopefully, we were getting at least a minimal amount of our required vitamins and were adequately hydrated. This became something of a ritual. How effective it was, I don’t know, but we felt it was essential to do something positive.
I had it in October. I had lined up another job and never again had such an exhausting on-call schedule. The hospital soon after found cause to fire Beatrice, and stabilized the department.
I now know that our one pill and water regimen was a joke. But it was a suggested thing by many MDs for patients who drank and had strenuous lives.
Now, just one more thing. MASH. I had mixed feelings about the TV show. But the damned movie gives me flashbacks.
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